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fuck, my blog's in chinese again!!!! have to count on my amazing memory skills, oh well, anyway, i bet i can blog without even looking now. most of the entries here are by me, haha.
slept the whole day, drifting in and out of sleep,on the phone talking smsing, blah blah, the whole day.
cheryl, barry, alvin, alex and darling marcus came over for soccer or smtg lidat, didnt really catch the whole thing, ordered pizzas and rented dvds. man u sucks, chelsea rocks, haha. poor rooney though, didnt really feel like watching after he broke his foot, urgh. poor england. liverpool won villa as well, haha, 3-1. saw my chelsea lift the trophy and liverpool's tied up with man u for 2nd place too, yay. kick man u's butt. haha.
crash is awesome, love it, one of my fav movies, it's abt racism, some scenes very really gd and particulary moving. the guys left after crash, me and cheryl continued with night watches. show was not bad as well. vampiresssss... sad ending though, well, hope the sequal comes out soon!!!
bleah, love crash. totally deserves the oscar nomination, cant remember if they won the award.
oh bluck, didnt study again. shite, probly not gonna study again tmr.
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hmmm, but i'm gonna have quite a few pple over to catch the big game tmr night, oh well, tt's not really considered a play day right???
went over to zouk, like super early to do the show, had my reservations abt it, but it was fun, the flesh imp pple are young and nice, and i alr had made friends from the previous shoot for the post cards, well, not getting paid much, but it was fun and hey, at least i'm on postcards, haha. i liek the one where there's like the 6 of us. and cheryl was doing the show as well. made new friends, and met like acquaintances as well. it was a fun show. cheryl was in the yoyo first section, and i was in the last bikini one, i had this cute gauze skirt, really itchy though, for my segment, there was like 3 girls, and 3 guys, one of the guys' really hot though, hiakz. the ang moh girls were damn sexy lah, and we had to dance, yeah, ok. but it was fun. quite a few pple came down, yeah. we had fun, they had fun. gd show. wasnt tt bad. and i love the hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
sigh... the sim pple got so drunkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, me and cj had to take care of pple we barely knew, mad, dunno how much they drink. crazy idiots, all exams until they go mad.
and plus most of them have sch the next day. wasnt in a partying mood. hardly stepped into zouk, was at phuture most of the time. luckily jennifer brought food down, and i ate up a whole tupperware of beef and half of her cupcakes, yummmm... for the first time, i wanted to leave early and yeah, cj and derek were ok with it, but yah lah i felt bad. left with marcus and co, went down to seng pang to have supper, and tada home, urgh, having such a bad headache now. bah.
thanks babies for showing up, hope u guys had a gd time...
pics up soon, none from the show though, after party.
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hulloooo!!!
ive been really really good recently... :)
i actually finished an entire module in one day!! n ann, i wasnt rude to u.. was i? i didnt realise. just that i got bored n distracted after a while so i started fidgeting. heh.
dont know whats coming out for my last lit paper at all, but ill figure that out soon enough.. probably pick a few books which i actually feel like reading.. spore lit!! BAHHHH. e worst thing ever.
BUT i think im getting in e exam mood hahaha. yea great, like after im almost finished. oh well better late then never aye.
n i just have to say this:::
ARSENALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
power lahhh. hohoho. watched it over at a friend;s place, SONG BOH ARSENAL LEH. villareal suck backside. hiak hiak, power anot lehmann. hahaha.
although how villareal cldnt get a goal beats me. from my point of view that is. arsenal only had like, 2 shots on goal i think, n villareal had what 12?? e penalty almost gave me a mini heart attack though, hiakz. i think ill die if there was penalty shootout cuz of tt damn goal at 90th min. but anyway. i dont really know what im talkin abt anyway. haha.
initially thought i was going to miss e match cuz of some mixed up plans, bleahh, but anyway it all got sorted out so that was good. caught abt 15mins of e first half onwards.. YAY!
cant wait till they meet barca. i have a feeling barca's gona kick their ass. hoho.
as much as i love arsenal, its gona be a laugh if they actually manage to beat barca. ok, rambling now.
going to bathe n sleep.. long day, studied a little n played a little. good. my life is balanced. :)
i have good yin good yang, n i accumulate good karma. hoho. thats why GOD IS GIVING ME BLESSINGS IN ABUNDANCE. oh yeeeah.
plus im smart too of course.
be like us!!! STUDY!!! jst dont start camwhoring like grace hur hur. gogogo gracie annie n all e sim pple! hohoho. im almost done with my papers!!! I CAN PLAY SOOOONN......
the aircon in my room freaking sucks. broke down again, the aircon man just came by two days ago. urgh.. hate the heat.
angry,cos i cant find ANYTHING to wear, fashionable and suave, yeah ok, whatever. donot wear boots, ok? not now anyway, too caught up with studying or rather the idea of studying.
bothered for no gd reason enough to get bothered, i think i shld get my own private blog. or maybe i'm just subconciously distracting myself from studying.
shopping, i need to shop.
so much to do, so much to think, so lil time, and i haven even included exams.
i guess i just have no discipline, but discipline sucks anyway.
god, gonna eat again, so hungry nowadays, either i'm gonna get taller or fatter. blah.
exercise will up up next, at the hundred and ten things to do a day. yeah, hang on.
cant wait for may 25th, i'll be a free bird then. a mth less than a day to go. i wonder what was in doing a mth less than a date before today.
probably playing mj or smtg, i miss mj. haven touched the tiles in ages. mj's so much more harmless than life itself, but then again, i've seen pple flare up a each other becos of mj, not me of cos, i just pay dimutively, haha.
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SEE!!!!!!!! i'm studying, and why is everyone in the pic wearing white? haha. i'm going mad, stayed up the whole night until 7 plus am at kap, studying. met a few new sch mates, some tt helped in explaining stuff, some tt are nice and bought me a pack of cigs, some tt are damn funny, went as mad as me, singing damn loudly, went mad from studying, from ten ms away from each other at the same time, and the funny thing is tt we both had an extra change of clothes as it was too hot. funny boy, reminds me of chok.
cheryl went mad last night. started being rude to me, PIG. and dun disturb me, i dun care if u finished a chapter, i havent!!!!! and let me eat in peace...
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ok, blogging now, ben...
i'm struggling to keep loco alive, haha.
supposed to be studying u know?
Fri evening, night...
went to sch, was late, mummy cldnt send me to sch, she was so busy... had tonnes of things to do before i left for sch, so, i was late for like one and half hrs for a 3 hr lec.. bah... well, at least i got everything copied down, thanks to derek. gavin daring and darryl were in my lec, hey, i guess i'm not so lonely in my lecs, only have 4 which i dun have with pple tt i hang out with in sch.
love them, love them...
tt's why i go to sch for... muah...
went down to yuey's place after sch, went to ntuc, to get food, alcohol, cna u believe it? the ntuc there,doesnt carry beef, weird, i wonder issit becos of the buddhist association???hmmm.... i love beef, muahz... but i dun like beef cakes though, hiakz...
started chopping out the stuff while the guys went to tiong bahru to get the ingredients for yuey's punch, sucked like hell though, and it was supposed to be green, how come it's yellow?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!!? stupid yuey...
then we started cooking, i thought i was the one who was supposed to cook, the boys were liek taking turns chasing me away from the stove, we had tonnes left over, cos ben put in TOO much salt, haha. and perhaps cos i was munching right from the start when i started chopping up the ingredients for the pasta.. haha..
we got a lil too excited, and i changed into my dress, and forced the boys to wear their blazers, haha. yuey got so high during dinner, haha, loser.
the others started arriving, then we went down to zouk, and got a few drinks and went back to yuey's place for somemore drinks, i swear yuey, i wasnt angry at u for being "diplomatic". i was cool with it. then the GLASS coffe table?? just collasped, i told yuey's mum to get him either a plastic one or a wooden one the next time, haha. KIDS. i was near the table when it crashed, luckily i didnt get cut, or there wld be hell to pay!
back to zouk, after a few pics, and more pics at zouk. i love cam whoring, haha.
the music sucked for a while, both at zouk and phuture, then tom novy came on, he's pretty gd.
phuture was alright.. but i was just so duper bored, met eldgin's friend, vincent, in my course, and we were like what the hell are u doing here man, what happenned to exams, haha, both pretending not to acknowledge the existence of exams, met manross, haven met tt bugger in ages. idiot, same as ever, muahz, met raymond too, gracie's raymond, haven seen him in a while too, haha, i remember the previous time when i mistook this guy called nick for him, and according to grace, gave him the "angel" look and hugged him. dennis,looks so diff now, well,thumbs up for him, he looks cute now, i think in the dark, wldnt know, and not as compact as before. skinny... wasnt in the mood to club, so noisy, and i insisted on leaving, cheryl was pulling a long face initially, she wanted to stay in phuture, NO FREAKING WAY!!!
gordon got so pissed drunk. i like u gordon, i think u're funny. dun avoid me cos u think i'm trouble and dangerous. haha, i'm nice to the pple i like. silly boy.
we went to the porridge place, where i started laughing at jarred non stop. haha, he's hilarious, nv fails to make me laugh. i stayed on at club yuey with ben. ben left early to give tuition, while i continued snoring until yuey's mum came over to pick him up for lunch with eh lawrence??? i eavesdropped. haha. then proceeded home to sleep, until, it was time to go to the airport to send yuey off. bah...
according to vyasa, i love sending pple off, cos i'm alws going to the airport happily to send pple off, nah uh, not true, it's just cos it's the only place near me!!!!!!!
it seemed sadder the first time, yesh, yuey, i admit it, i nearly teared the first time, when u walked in and turned arnd, looking at us, u just lked kinda sad, and i felt sad too, and then, i got over it, haha. was supposed to stay over at the airport, but i took yuey's and gordon's advice to go home and study instead. went home with gordon, haha. funny. so i'm gonna get a 2nd chance to become a better person, and yah, i wunt abuse it. actually i'm quite nice what, i just get into sticky situations, not on intention, but not without getting into it without knowing shit might happen. it's just like buying stocks, according to ji cheng, i just buy the riskiest shares, hoping tt it turn out ok.
ok,took tonnes of pics, will try to make a collage to summarise yuey's trip here in singapore, ann's version. wait for it, i'm having exams.
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BYE BYE YUEY!!!
see u in july, and dec...
muah...
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had my 11 hrs lecs, today, i gave myself a 3 hr cut off though, hiakz...
i totally regret tt now, i keep going late for all my uol lecs, when they're actually so impt!
had poa first, i lvoe the lecturer. haha, he's my king of santa's helpers. muah...
think i'm finally getting into the mood of studying, i rushed down to the front of the lecture hall, to get the transparency for math before anyone cld snatch it from me, HAHA. and i was runnign up and down the hall, trying to get a glimpse of the ans on the projection, cos so many idiots were blocking me, usually i wld be the first to leave the lec before the lec ended, if i even did go...
didnt go out drinking, as what the seasoned 11 hr other students advised me. aint tt bad man, infact, i'm gonna study somemore... have stats tmr, cant wait, sch hasnt been this fun such a long time, i think i'm getting back into the groove, i just hope tt i can catch up in time, there's so much to study, so many new concepts to learn, so lil time!!!!!
only 20 more days, 5 modules tt i haven touched, and only 3 days to play, will only have 3 play days, tmr, sat and next fri. but i think i'm gonna give up on econs, I HATE ECONS, i dun care abt how easy u economics/finance "geniuses" find it. i nv did econs b4, and i nv ever want too. i cant do physics, cant do chem, cant do econs, i super can do the rest of the subs. funny how all these subs are connected to logic. yes, i aint got no logic in my brain. my head's all up in the clouds, but i can do math and stats, i'm a mathematical genius. hoho.
everyone's luring me out, i say "NO" to u and u and u and u, all shut up.
i think i'm perverse i get an adrenaline rush, when i've so lil time, and yet so much to study, just hope it works out fine this time, i did badly for my as, cos i was so distracted by so many things.
this time's gonna be diff, kel's right, at this stage of my life, i shld be studying hard, playing hard, and not get so preoccupied with fucking up my mind.
i just found out, tt i'm a serialist, i only study and move on, until i've finished understanding a certain topic. a holist is someone who can study diff topics, without understandign a certain part. HUH? i say tt's bullshit.yeah, i'm a serialist, i admit tt,although it sounds stupid.
ok, gotta bathe and rest and study my ass off...
say hello to distinctions and one fail.
ahh finally a break in the midst of exams... song boh.
about a week or so before my next 2 papers in a row, then im done!!! 4 down, 2 to gooo...
energy level been super low the past few weeks, havent got enough sleep, 5 hours in 3 days, super super tired. i stay up to study but i dont get shit done. blahh.
whats over is over, not gona think too much about it, shld be able to do okay i guess.. i hope.
so many sleazeballs at phuture last night... ugh, the girls!!!! okay, the guys too. bleah.
one can sit at the bar at the end of phuture n watch everything happening. free show for all. goodness. HAIYOH. go get a room?
there was this one girl.. i mean, okay, dont know lah, but just, keep to one guy or something, or go to grand copthorne n open a room for ur mass orgy can. okay im not goin to bitch here.
eh gracie, its okay, i was pissed for a while, and i did shout at u too i guess, but when u were gone, mambo made me happier. hahaha. didnt dance though, was sitting at the entrance of members, watching the crowd's hand actions n singing hahaha.
ah well.
was in a bad mood initially, like super super moody. both me n gracie know why, yah. but after that was better. :)
reintroductions reintroductions reintroductions. fucking funny!!! yes hello hello hello. omg, me n gracie cannot take it, just kept laughing n laughing n laughing. hahahahaa.
saw this, ahem, damn hilarious also. gracie arz................................................ think i didnt notice, but i did!! hahahaha.
drinks, dance, handsigns, happy, arsenal won, happy, roadblock, fast cars, power!! supper, happy. i like carssss. as long as im not the one driving. hahhahaa.
no pics... this is gettin too wordy, we need pictureeess!!! my cam is spoilt, like half dead already. sian. why like that.
oh btw, i think aliens dont exist, n even though the universe is huge, its occupied by stars n cosmos n planets n green cheese.
gracie send me the pics yep. i like.
live like no tomorrow,
every day we borrow
brings us one step closer to the edge, infinity
wheres your treasure wheres your hope
forget the world and lose your soul
stop pretending like youre immmortal
dont say so long,
youre not that far gone
cuz today will soon be gone,
like yesterday is gone
like history is gone
the world keeps spinning on
youre going, going, gone,
like summer break is gone,
just trying to prove me wrong
you pretend like youre immortal.
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to flyLove taught me to lie
Life taught me to dieSo it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fallAnd I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
today was cheryl and ann day. yay.. and tt means there's only like two more mths to my birthday, hiak hiak. cheers to tt! gonna hit the big two O, dun really wanna hit tt age, i like being young, there's only two more mths left for me to tell pple tt i'm still 19, haha...
got alot of advice recently, abt life, morality itself and studies today. thanks dudes, although i'm still confused, annabelle's a confused girl, haha. but i'm gonna try absorb everything into my brain.
studied in sch today, until abt nine plus pm, found out the 12 rations, and did like 7 of them, in sch, and found out, tt ratios only consists of 5 pts, yeah, thanks arh. haha, but at least i feel like getting down and dirty with my bks, it's a start, 3 more wks left. tmr is the dreaded 11 hr lectures. bah... hope i can survive through it, and friday, wld be yuey's last night here with us, and so, haha, hope it'll be memorable. we'll be doing the same old fri night shit again, but it's fun!
my stomach feels upset, haha, dunno w it's the disgusting 3 dollar bryani i had in sch today, or the effects of too many alcohol. wldnt want to end up in hospital again, sigh, what a fragile stomach, hate it.
so, thought of the wk: realism or idealism? go mind fuck urself with tt. i alr did, and yeah, my mind hurts like shite. and i'm gonna further fuck my mind up with accounts.
ta, all...
annabelle loves u.
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yoohoo...
a meaningful post today
finally met up with vyasa and kelvin today, realists... love them, kelvin sometimes.
oh shite, forgot to take a pic with them, oh well.
met yuey and ben afterwards, went down to scarlett hotel, the bar ontop's pretty cool. it's a small boutique hotel. nice place, kinda like the loof...
we had very few drinks though, haha, for once, and we were debating abt some, pretty funny stuf, right after ben brought up rhapture. well, i for one donot want gppd nonchristians to go to hell, cos tt's just not right. and then we started on aliens.
me and ben donot believe in aliens, whereas yuey believes in aliens..
haha, i believe tt aliens donot exist cos ever since space travel started, for like 40 plus syrs, we have nv discovered a single lifeform.
ben believes tt ther are no aliens, cos god wld have told us so.
yuey believes tt there are aliens, cos the universe is so huge, and we cannot be the only ones in the universe.
guess, the 3 of us have really diff opinions abt stuff.
this is a really really boring entry, bah... pics will be up soon. this entry is SO STUPID.
at dj yuey's place now, loco office operating here, for the first time.
aircon's down at my place, luckily, i didnt go home tonight. wldnt really wanna sleep in my sis's room..
ok, i promise tt this will be the most boring entry posted by annabelle, yup...
nights, everyone. muah....
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gonna study, like really study, yesh, i feel motivated by my cute elf like looking poa uol lecturer, he's so adorable, he's SOOOOOOO tiny, and his ears are huge and pointy!!!
ok, I LOVE ACCS, I LOVE ACCOUNTS. keep believing tt, i'm almost believing it.
gonna learn ALL my definations and the 12 ratios...
what's the 12 ratios?
big kiss darlings,
annabelle out.
see ya...
i'm gonna be studying soon, after my wine, cigs, choc, girlie mags(not porn).
yup.
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rain rain, go away,
come again another day.
see the pain in me, find all the demons in me
the angels they burn inside for me.
no one's gonna worry abt the things tt make us cruel.
are we ever gonna learn?
i love demsey hill... i love my red wine. i love my balcony. i love demsey hill.
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been super super busy the past few days...
studying, meeting my two lovelies for chicken rice lunch, ann rushing off to the airport to fetch yuey, me home to sleep, woke up tried to study, unsuccessful, online, slept super late (or early).
taking my first exam paper, running to and from sch, lunches with the ones in sch i havent seen in quite a while, i think i screwed up my first paper, could have been pretty damn easy.
sleeping, swedish meatballs lunch with mummy (i miss it so much!), ikea shopping, didnt get anything of significance, just a dustbin n some flowers, back home to sleep, deciding between tiesto and zouk's hiphop night, picking zouk in the end.. RIGHT CHOICE!!
heard that MOS's tiesto night sucked. hmmm. wouldnt really know though, to each his own. but that it was super packed n stuff. bet tiesto himself was good though. he was probably just spinning the entire MOS trance nation cd. hahahaha.
ZOUK WAS GOOD!! i feel. one of the best hiphop nights ive ever had. saw raye there! see...rayeee.. hahaha. yuey said the songs werent very good, but ah well, i still think the djs rock. left the dancefloor, then saw jeff and benny! haha. running away from a few familiar faces, i think it was a good night overall.
ughh u can only see my eyes n my damn nose and a little of ben in the first pic.. various unsuccessful attempts to get everyone into the picture..
chicken n century egg porridge supper, plus a nice cup of hot tea and a curry puff when i got back.
century eggs are soaked in horse urine?!!!!!! UGHHHH.
byee everyone, not gonna be blogging too much, got to study got to study. next up: shakespeare...
okay, somebody said hes heard enough about my assignments n stuff. HAHAHA. right, i shall stop.
okay, people!! the princess is here
to save the day!
is this much better??
i know its back to the damn pink
which probably gives everyone
an eyesore, but i personally think
its better than the green (uglyyy)
and the blue one (mother uglyyy).
all in favour of this say aye?
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ok, annabelle's here.. by request from dj yuey himself...
anyone missed me?
haha.
yuey's back!!! missed him. ben, me and yuey went to the loof and the wine cellar to have drinks, got really pissed drunk. it was fun. pics will be up soon. the dj and i have becomed wine lovers, haha, red wine rocks. kinda acquired a taste for it, were even drinking in the afternoon the morning after tt. 3 of us were like degenerates in some warehse bumming the fun way, haha. damn, i still have a freaking craving... gonna bring him arnd to a few drinking places during the nine days he's here, sounds good yuey?
and ting, i really really dun like the blog skin, u changed the loco theme. i'll just have to try and do it myself, and what's up with the theme song? we're loco man, ok??? not some ladidada blog. yeah? take it from the loco queen herself, and why am i the last in order in names? i wanna be first!!!!!!
decided not to go to tiesto, due to some unforseen circumstances. oh bleah, i really really wanted to go. now i just have no mood to go. sigh. yuey gang's going to zouk, cheryl grace gang zouk too. hope u guys have fun without me, i'm gonna have a quiet night, haven been home for the past two nights. oh dear, i left the bks at yuey's place, gotta get my bks the next time, and i gotta bring my mah jiong set too. gonna break the non mj until exams rule.
top ten fav pple (i edited)
(yesh, i have rankings)
1)barry ling
2)annabelle ling
3)cheryl yeo/grace tng/teng wenting/vyasa (i dun listen to them, except vyasa sometimes, but he gave up on me, but he still loves me)
7)gavin/yuey tan (himbos, i love them alot alot alot, i only listen to these two.)
9)marcus
10)ben
i miss vyasa, i need him to come back soon. i'm confused. fav blackie went for a cruise, hope he comes back soon. gonna bring u to meet ben and yuey, they heard so much abt u, they gotta see u. i dun care. they're cool, u're cool, i'm cool, so we shall all be cool tog. i love everyone... muackz.
haiz...
i dun understand how some pple can mouth me off just becos i dunwanna talk to them anymore due to their bad bad bad bad. very bad motives and intentions. it's really spiteful. it's so two sided. i used to be ur friend, i can boldly say tt i was the best ever towards u, and yet now i hear shit abt me, which is not true. it's really sad, but i'm glad tt i was right finally. too soft before tt.
THIS ONE OKAY A NOT.
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aiya quite lazy to log in with my proper acc so let me blog a bit with yzz's acc.
haha!
hello ppl i want to watch take the lead and i wanna see grace tngtng.
is inmotion still in motion? (you can pimp my ride) (i am random)
and annie when is that zouk thing you told me? as in the date?
AND
i am starting school on monday. effing monday! so more dorcas and none of you poops.
but i still ♥
KING ting ting. (dont you forget that.)
edit: MUAHAHAHAHA why like back to square one with the exception of the improvement that it isn't sickly shitty pinky anymore?
suck my pinky lar yzz.
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ann hasnt been blogging, but i foresee that she will blog today! yes today! hahahaha.
ehh tingggg, pls change the colour, the green is really awful... no offence haha i just dont really like green.
sat for my first paper today, managed to finish it up despite being late for half an hour.. sigh. dont think i did really well anyway, could have been better if i had studied, cuz the questions were like so damn straightforward could have done it with my eyes closed. bahh. no point harping on it.. on to rest of my papers, one down five to go!! damn.
really have to thank jeremiah my dahling for helping me, seriously. if not ill be soo soooo lost.. hahahaa. he was the one who told me what to study for and what to cut out. just read through about half of what i should have done, ah fuck. next few should be pretty okay, with the exception of finance. bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
my stand to not go for tiesto is still standing!!! HAHAHAHAHA. im not going!!!! :))))
anyway, decided i wasnt really all that interested after all. tmr is good friday btw, stupid public holiday... so guess what will happen at mos??
YEP. super long queues.
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
oh yes, welcome back yuey!!!!
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listening to emo songs, not emo toni braxton mymp emo, but emo juliana theory mest emo. okay???
hahaha. the emo rock song lyrics are truly emo emo, not like sappy love lyrics which go omgiloveyouwhydontyoulovemeyoumustloveme.
sigh sigh.
everyone's sleeping already.... im doing my assignment.... my sleeping times have been pretty darn screwed up recently... and i mean really screwed up. bleahhh. i hope this changes during the exam period, uhh, which is like, now. okay. i get it, i gotta start studying and waking up early and sleeping early. hmm. yep, i shld start that...
about time to do so already anyway... why is time passing me by so fast and it just wont stop....
and to prove that im gona be a good girl and go to school and study and at least try to bother putting in effort in my work...
i am not going for tiesto!! nope, im not, i swear. im gona be studying that night....
i always give the no its not you its me excuse, ugh, how lame can i get. and ive realised that im good at psychoing people into thinking that its better this way, my way. but then again, of course it is.
anyway, i love juliana theory... :)) their songs tell stories..
here's a thought, if you're willing to listen
i only tell the truth of the feelings im given.
can you hear me now? listen.
whispers in the rain. listen.
don't push love away, you know you do.
its all we have.
it's a chore holding on to a vision.
don't leave him high and dry.
he's the one you'll be missing.
can you hear me now? listen.
whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
don't push love away, you know you do.
it's all we have.
i hate to think hesitation is a burden.
a bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.
he's crying. can you feel me now this time?
whispers in the rain, lying awake.
don't push love away, you know you do.
it's all we have.
this is just a thought, if you're willing to listen.
sorry i am lazy so ending here.
cheryl didnt do this. i did.
okayz annabelle out!
muahahaha
muahz my dahlings
(Damn i do a good imitation)
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"hypocrites they are here for the very same reason."
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okay, nvm, dont even bother reading the post below if everyone's going to automatically assume its them im referring to... it is so not a hate post. i just needed to rant.
how many bad experiences have you accumulated in your past? just because something bad happened when im with you and you and you doesnt mean im talking about you and you and you, so stop asking me about that stupid post okay. i know its too late to take it off now.
i wrote that cuz i suddenly saw someone yesterday, and i was a bit traumatised, so what. huh.
ANN WHERES MY PICS I WANA SEE THEM!!
bah, hands of time turn back.
nothing good ever happens there i swear, ive had nothing but bad experiences there and i hate it so much... i hate it i hate it i hate it.... ARGHHHHHH/................
does anyone even understand what the past means?? i mean, the past means it belongs in nowhere but the past, it should be left behind, so why should anyone ever bring it up ever again. i will get angry if i hear my past being mentioned, cuz i hate it nothing more. so dont ever do that, i hate it. i fucking hate it. so im crazy, im mad, im like a damn psycho right??? whatever... like i even care what u say.
and dont ever ask me to go zouk ever ever again.... i fucken hate it. ive remembered nothing but bad shit... ive seen no one else but bad people... ive experienced nothing more than bad stuff... so??? what does that mean? yep, i hate goin to zouk.............
:(
im upset..
byee....
and its so perfectly normal to be you isnt it. i know. whatever. what do u want me to say...
listen to mymp- tell me where it hurts, its damn sad, i swear youll cry if you hear it............................
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AAARGHHHH!!
i am like THE NUMBER ONE PROCRASTINATOR. shoot me please, someone, anyone....
i have fucking school tmr and i cant fucking sleep... oh guess why? wow i havent done my work! wonderful! i am so smart when it comes to stupid things like these. when will i ever learn damnit.
i am missing like 4 pieces of my writing and i havent collected 2 of my big assignments to correct! and jeremiah is sleeping! and i dont want to wake him up cuz im too dumb to get my priorities right!
okayyyyyyyyyyy.........................
hooboy. another huge assignment due on tuesday. i gotta make up for everything like these few weeks.
my damn exams are like next week!!!!! but theyre gonna drag till beginning of may.
SIGH.
can someone help me??? hit me, slap me, punch me, smack me. until i start to do my work...
bleah. nonono gotta depend on myself... cant have everyone pushing me till i start doing my stuff. no good!!!!
byebye im off to sleep. call jeremiah tmr.. or later, or however u see it as.
oh yeah tiesto man. all u people remember! silly ann made me rsvp for 4 tix!! so some people gotta get them from me i dont care....
hello...
i came here with the main purpose of changing this damn blogskin... something which should have been done a long long time ago. but ugh!!! all the blogskins!!! either ugly, not big enough, or super emo types. why?? maybe i havent been looking in the right places... and i took ann into consideration, cuz i know her entries are like the super long types, so only a skin with a huge space for the entries will do, but sorry hon, cant find no skin big enough to accomodate you...
and guess what? my april allowance has run out... wonderful. i just took the last bits of my allowance... am getting depressed... this is becoming a cycle...
PEOPLE! REMEMBER TIESTO ON THE 14TH!!! AT MOS!! woohoooo!
not a huge fan of house but i kinda like tiesto, he;s my 2nd fav dj after benny benassi... i dont really know what genres they fall into, but ann told me benny benassi is more trance, i duno what tiesto is. hahahha. oh well, i just have this feeling i just HAVE TO GO CHECK HIM OUT. even though i would be in the midst of my exams... hahaha. oh well. :))) YAY. plus ann is turning into clubbing ann once again ahaha.
aye, and dont worry my dears, such a horrid night wont happen again. promise.
this may never start
we could fall apart
and i'd be your memory.
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can i be your memory?
so get back back back to where we lasted
just like i imagined
i could never feel this way.
so get back back back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same.
this may never start
ill tear us apart
can i be your enemy?
losing half a year
waiting for you here
i'd be your anything.
i really like this song.
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Thanks a lot for keeping me so updated.
need to
1: get some sun, getting depression without sunlight, everyone needs sunlight
2:get rid of idiots in my life
3:choose the correct company tt's gd for me
4:stop losing my temper
5:have a better control over myself
6:stop procastinating and start studying
7:start playing mah jiong again
8:meet vyasa more often
9:stop being so eratic and unstable
10:stop behaving like my life is some kind of drama
11:learn when to walk off and ignore
12:need to stop all the violent tendencies even though opposition deserves it
13:need to become a better person
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fucking worst day of my life, only just got home...
lost phone, just like call me when i get my new phone, abt time too anyway, sorry gilson, i'll get u a new phone, was yours i lost anyway..
not gonna get my fucking new phone so soon, i'm pissed off with the whole world, stop everything , dun u realise i've a fucking life too?? leave me alone...
i'm fucking pissed off, and do not disturb cheryl at all, she had a bad night as well...
i love u sweetlings, we're still the besties ever...
ask all the fuckers to fuck off...
